Time for some dancing in the privacy of my own living room.

A friend reminded me of this song today...

I'm still laughing.

Life is a mucky-muck mush of crap and stuff, so it's no secret that laughing is like, the best thing evar. I do not do it enough these days and I am hard-pressed to have a daily situation where I'm crying from laughter. Even in the 5/5ths Show the other night, I saw a lot of funny stuff at which I sat agog and in awe, but almost none of it made me get that full bodied release of laughter. I miss the days of rehearsing a show and trying to keep a straight face long enough to get through a funny scene (or even a not-funny scene - laughter comes in the strangest of places). That is one of the best laughs: when you're not exactly sure why you're laughing, but something is the funniest thing you've ever seen/heard/done.

I've been on a bit of an emotional roller-coaster the past couple of weeks for many reasons (aside from the fact that I'm just an emotional person!), but even when I get sad, I remind myself that it's all good. I have always believed, even though I think I might have clinical depression, I am happy at my core. I just allow that to get covered in the mucky-muck (name that song).

And then there's that warm feeling you get when something isn't necessarily laugh-out-loud funny (or maybe it is), but it's just so adorable that you can't help but glow from the inside out. My friend posted this a couple of days ago, but I had to go back to it today. I've never met her son, but it's these little stories that make me actually want to have kids (I lean towards the not-having-kids because there are enough frakked-up people in the world).

Enjoy. Everything.

BAM.

I got it. My perfect apartment. I got it. I move in this weekend. Housewarming party to follow in a couple of weeks. Oh holy crap yes.

I deserve it, bitches.

Happy Anniversary

Today is Brett & Emily Jackson's fifth wedding anniversary! They are two of my best friends in the whole wide world. I wish them many more years of awesome happiness with each other and of the awesome happiness the two of them as a team bring to others.



They've been together for a total of about 13 years. Wow! I told Brett today how he and Emily are one of my "model couples" - a great example of working with the awesome and the not-so-much (I've seen them on both ends) and still remaining a super-power partnership.